Do caterpillars die when they turn into butterflies?

"The day i died was the day you set me Free"








"I have known many wonders–
I have faith–
I can trust even now for what shall come next!"


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Where have all the flamingoes gone?

same blog i posted at http://lordstein.blogs.friendster.com/lordstein/

as i look out the window of my transport bus today, i expected to see the usual flamingoes feeding by the shore... but they are not there again just as i was looking for them yesterday. it is the signal of a new weather here in Bahrain. the shore is dry in its low tide and i normally watch the flamingoes on my way to work but today marks that the weather has really changed to another scorching heat and humid air. my 15 minutes walk to my bus point from home would be a very perspiring one. then i can no longer concentrate to think while walking because of the heat and sticky air. Changes. these are all the many changes i have to cope with.

my strange awakening at 2 in the early dawn has striken me again. such disturbance in my sleep is becoming too ordinary and getting back my sleep is such an arduous task. while i cant think of anything else to do, i scanned my old picture files. i even tried to be productive by editing some with the new Adobe Photoshop CS2...

somehow it makes me realize that time has really passed me by and the lines on my face are already showing. sign of old age. being forgetful is another thing. i said, "men can become forgetful when they diet on sex". well i've been behaving good lately. i had a lot of oppurtunies to sleep with any woman but i choose not to simply just because i wanted to make a change. as we gain more age, our perspectives in life becomes more mature and different.

i'm looking forward to settle down with someone very special already. things i never even dreamed of doing in the past. Now i am FREE.

FREE

this is my favorite music and artist for the month...
somehow i can relate to it :)

FREE
-Sarah Brightman

And do you still touch her like you did
Kiss her all over in the way I kissed with you
And when you sleep with her, do you sometimes think of me
Not if you love her the way I see

I had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

And then in the evening light, when the bars of freedom fall
I watch the two of you in the shadows on the wall
How in the darkness steal some of the choices from my hand
When I begin to understand

I had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

I had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

REASON ENOUGH
Regine Velasquez

I made myself a promise sometime ago
Never again to give my heart away
I fell in love with someone who left me in the end
The price of love was just so high to pay
I thought my life has ended but you came along
And showed me how much brighter things could be
Now you see I've turned my back on that promise that I made
Knowing that your love has set me free

'Cause you are reason enough for me to go on living
You are reason enough for me to smile again
In a world where hearts are broken every now and then
One finds reason enough to love
Like I found reason enough in you to love again

Here I am all caught up in this new found love
Feeling like I've never felt before
Putting my love on the line with you
And taking a chance again
I'm not afraid to love anymore

'Cause you are reason enough for me to go on living
You are reason enough for me to smile again
In a world where hearts are broken every now and then
One finds reason enough to love
Like I found reason enough in you to love again

'Cause you are reason enough for me to go on living
You are reason enough for me to smile again
In a world where hearts are broken every now and then
One finds reason enough to love
Like I found reason enough in you to love again

In a world where hearts are broken every now and then
One finds reason enough to love
Like I've found reason enough in you to love again


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horoscope

horoscope
Originally uploaded by LOrdSteiN.

Today's Forecast
Anyone you meet over the next few days will have what it takes to keep you interested, whether it's friendship or romance you're after. Don't try to tie them down in any way, shape or form.

You've been mingling with all kinds of interesting and unusual people lately, and loving every minute of it.You might even say you've been quite the social butterfly. There's at least one more new acquaintance en route, thanks to the astrological setup that will keep that parade of people you'd otherwise never have met going strong. Whether they turn out to be friends or partners is up for grabs, but who cares? Think of this as a social buffet. Treat yourself to just a little taste of everything.



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i am not much of a horoscope guy but this one caught my attention today as i was browsing Friendster...
Imagine me browsing friends of friends in Friendster, adding and requesting to be added... on top of that, i was able to find old acquaintances and classmates when i was still in grade school... even stumbled on friends of my EXs... whatever came to me is somewhat weird...
i am not normally like this but my inclination to socialize lately is a bit of an enriching experience. Meeting new people can be really fun and helps to broaden horizons...