Where have all the flamingoes gone?

same blog i posted at http://lordstein.blogs.friendster.com/lordstein/

as i look out the window of my transport bus today, i expected to see the usual flamingoes feeding by the shore... but they are not there again just as i was looking for them yesterday. it is the signal of a new weather here in Bahrain. the shore is dry in its low tide and i normally watch the flamingoes on my way to work but today marks that the weather has really changed to another scorching heat and humid air. my 15 minutes walk to my bus point from home would be a very perspiring one. then i can no longer concentrate to think while walking because of the heat and sticky air. Changes. these are all the many changes i have to cope with.

my strange awakening at 2 in the early dawn has striken me again. such disturbance in my sleep is becoming too ordinary and getting back my sleep is such an arduous task. while i cant think of anything else to do, i scanned my old picture files. i even tried to be productive by editing some with the new Adobe Photoshop CS2...

somehow it makes me realize that time has really passed me by and the lines on my face are already showing. sign of old age. being forgetful is another thing. i said, "men can become forgetful when they diet on sex". well i've been behaving good lately. i had a lot of oppurtunies to sleep with any woman but i choose not to simply just because i wanted to make a change. as we gain more age, our perspectives in life becomes more mature and different.

i'm looking forward to settle down with someone very special already. things i never even dreamed of doing in the past. Now i am FREE.